Failure

Do you ever have such a horribly draining night and wake up feeling like an all around failure at every aspect of your life??

That's how I woke up today.

Princess cried and begged to be done with her bath and had a convolution the whole time I clipped her finger and toe nails. And as all this was going on I offended Raven. (Because I'm a failure)

We moved in a out dated extended stay hotel. Which actually is nicer than the place we just moved out from and lost a lot of things. Our car was taken due to lack of payment and It's just that this isn't what I pictured my life to be.

I was suppose to be a Anthropologist studying indigenous countries and islands and if I happened to get pregnant I would wear her on my chest as a new born and on my back as a toddler backpacking through the Europe. I would so her the world.

But no I'm a failure.

I wish Raven and I will take Princess an explore the world and leave behind all of our troubles and debt.